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Hey hows it goin?  So I'm not really tired.. I just want to write. I havn't written an entery in forever. I never have time anymore. But when I do, It's like I dont want to write.. So I am pretty much forcing myself to right now haha.

I'm actually really tired. Not much to say.. 

We're getting a new dog tomorrow!! Mom and Dad are in Calgary picking him up. His name is Captain Tuxedo.  They're staying with Wayne.  Its the same kind of dog we have now. Like Fally Poo.
Tomorrow night My Concert band is playing up at the school for our Christmas concert.  We're playing "How the Grinch Stole Christmas",  "The Phantom of Darkness",  "Nativity", and umm.. Oh Yeh "Sleeping Place in the Stars".
They're pretty cool tunes I must say.

Wow I am not even close to being ready for Christmas this year. I havn't done any Shopping or anything like that. I feel like I'm screwed for this year.. I need to get out and shop. 

I seriously dont have much to say.

I got into an argument with this chick at School.. I dont know If I said anything about it..   Her name is Lenora. She's just such an annoying little (not going to say it) but yeh you get the point..  One day she was freaking at Joey over a stupid little pen issue. He wouldnt give the pen back when there was like 10 mins left of class and she was mad at him because he was writing notes (yeh and Joey Writing Notes is a big surprise too) but on with the story.. She was all flirty with him and then Shane and there was a movie Blasting in the class so my head was buzzing and the last thing I needed was another 10 mins of her voice.  (I had heard just about 50 mins of it by then).. I finally said to Joey "here take my pencil, and give hers back so she will stop bitching at you"
Lenora said, "EXCUSE ME, WHAT DID YOU SAY ABOUT ME??"         All I could do was say, "Nothing" (keep in mind I was calm through out this whole argument)
She was still freaking at Joey but asking what the hell I said. He told her that I gave him the pen so she would stop bitching at him.  Lenora says "What the Hell Brittany, do YOU have an EFFING problem with me?"
I said "no not really"
Lenora: "Well if you have a problem with my friends"
me: "This has nothing to do with your friends, they dont bother me"
Lenora: "Well What's your problem with me then??"
me: "If you really want to know what my problem is with you, Um You havn't grown up"
Lenora: Oh I grew Up, Un like YOU  (she had her hand in the air and her head stuck up high)
me: Nope, Im serious I grew up
Lenora: Well My Mom (said like her mommy was going to get her outta this)
Me:Dont get your mom into this, she's got nothin to do with this
Lenora: What the hell is your problem with me?
Me: I already said I dont think you grew up and my other problem is I just dont like you. Sorry I just dont
Lenora: I am perfect, nothing is wrong with me
Me: My other problem is that you are way to into yourself and you dont think of others, be more considerite and maybe I will like you again.

(end of my convo with her) I turned around and smiled a happy smile, like I built a big bridge and got over it. I was calm though out the whole time and she was Spazzing.  p.s-->she was a lot more rude but I just dont remember the whole convo. All I know was that I ended it with the "You're too into yourself" part. She was really stunned. From then on, she hasnt looked at me since. If she does, I really could care less.
The other stupid thing was that After that class, I never said a word to any of my friends about what went on, because I didnt want to cause a hassle over some stupid little thing.  My friend Amy was all like "wow I hate that Bitch" and I just said "I dont care right now, I dont hate her because I dont hate anyone. I just wish she would learn to think of other people instead of herself and I guarantee this will be a huge rumor for the next month because she's the one who can't get over anything..
Guess what? All of her "friends" are bitchy to me but that's no surprise cuz they were always like that.. But It really dosen't bother me because I have learnt not to let things chew me up. They walk in the halls by me and say stuff like "whore" or "Bitch"  
I just think "whatever, I am the one who is behaving like an adult here"

These past few months I have been in great moods because Now I am able to handle things better.  People who I dont think have grown up, have bothered me though. It's like I dont think I should be interacting with people in Grade 11 that act like they're in grade 5 or 2.  I dont know. Just random people bother me and I dont like them because They are not grown up.. I just think I am trying to set my mind to a good spot where I know I am happy. I cant make everyone grow up. They either do or they dont. Maybe I am just doing it faster than I thought.

That's my Shpeil on my month. Sorta?
I also miss Chad, but Really I am good about it now. I realize he isn't the only person I can talk to for everything. But it's good that we can still write letters and chat that way. It makes things more exciting I think.
I havn't seen Matt in like 2 weeks.. Well that's a lie, I've seen him just not chatted with him.  I thought last Friday was the day I would ask him out, but the store was closed for rennovations. I dont even know if he is still there anymore. I feel like we blew it with eachother. But maybe not. I will just suck it up like my sister said haha.. Then I could finally ask him out :P

I should really go now, I am tired finally and my hands are cold. So it sucks.
But I will try to find another time this week to type up an entery. 

(Your Song)--by Elton John is stuck in my head right now. It's beautiful!
what a good song to fall asleep with haha.

But seriously I am going to bed now.,
Sweet Dreams (as Chadderz would always say)

P.S--> I am almost done my Movie in class.. Only one more thing to do and Spare for me!